why did u choose tourism why did u choose tourism why did u choose tourism.....

my god. every tutorial dat we go to we are always confronted with the most important question... why did u choose tourism?. everytime it comes to me my heart starts thumping faster and faster and wen i stand up, my mind draws a blank. DAMN.then after that i just come up with some ten-year-series crap taking some points from the person beside me.haha! then after that nerve-wrecking 5 seconds, i quietly take my seat and resume my non-descript existance at the back of the class.hahaha!

seriously, im having some doubts about choosing this course... but i dowan to have doubts cause im sure if i don do well then those feelings of regret will becoem more pronounced.haix.. de other ppl in my class hav reli specific ideas on what they are going to be and i feel like...


-Jane hesitant and confused, but pushed by the ever-growing need to decide,goes with another's decision to chart her course. fueled by her sudden burst of pasion, she plunges straight into the course. on the road, she met many people all of whom had an inkling, however small, on what dey expected out of this journey.jane however, did not. further and further on this journey, she became more and more self-conscious constantly questioning herself on what she truly wanted. one day she will find her true calling but till then, questions is all she have-

Our FMM teacher, Ms April Ng,who is also our advisor talked to us abt the boon and bane of the tourism industry. long hours and a meagre salary is a common problem when in the tourism industry.mannn... talk about a wake-up call... haix. i guess i have to work my ass off before i can enjoy a life of comfort and luxury sipping coffee in the company of my husband on the porch overlooking the sea and enjoying the wonderful and tranquil effect of the crashing waves onto the beach... POOF! there goes my unnattainable and naive dream just like the point outside the PPF.hahahahaha!dat was meant to be a joke but ya i noe its lame and not funny.

So.. now im wif jasmine at the library waiting for ARC to start at 5.30 which is gg to be my first training. celine went back home to change as she lives so bloody near at clementi(dat lucky idiot!). jasmine is playing some cute games on the website www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal and she is sure enjoying herself tremendously =) hehe. i swear jasmine looks like my cousin Yara from cedar... but i have not spoken to her for a reli reli loooong time. why do i always fidn so many people familiar? hmm... maybe im just thinking too much.

OH YA!!! i almost forgot to mention that yesterday while i was having that horrendous flu, gina msged me asking me whether i remember this guy, Silas, from primary school and i was like YAA!! hahaha! he was like the leader in my CCA and we had alot of fun shit together backstage as AVA. then, i started remeniscing about how we hid in the cupboard just to eat cause we are not allowed to eat.also, i was the maths rep for my class but i was a horrible one as i always collected their maths books and copied from them backstage and they din even noe... except for Silas and Yee Pei of course =P also, i remembered i had a mini crush on silas around the same time as Yee Pei... hahahaha! it was so funny lah. only Carmen Chan who sadly is now in America,was immune to Silas's charms. hahahahha! anyhow, i convinced Gina dat he is a veri nice guy to talk to and understanding but if u don't do ure job (like i did!), den he will tell u off. in primary school i was the slackest person in AVA and he always reprimanded me for it but honestly i dont blame him cause i was a reli bad kid in primary school though i looked damn innocent and all.. hehe. oh man.. i miss talking to Silas like the old days -sigh- hope we can
have that kind of friendship again =) (pray hard!!)


so aniwae... wow i reli like to ramble huh? hahahaha! nevermind then i shall end here =)i reli hope that certain someone, BST will talk to me during ARC and we can be reli good frens =) -cross fingers-



- I will take u for who u are if u take me for everything. its all the same.-


ANI