dere are a few things dat happened today dat will normally make me happy. but now im juz dead. juz bathed and yet i feel uneasy... haix.. wat's wrong wif me.i reli don noe and i doubt anyone else knows either.rolls eyes.

i juz had an epiphany that nowadays my basic mood is like a reflected cumulative frequency graph (pardon me i AM trying to start on my revision). let us examine the curve shall we?

It starts at an unusually high level and that is when im in school being my normal stupid lame self. cracking up lame jokes, worrying about mundane and totally stupid stuff (e.g. checking out my eye candy.heh =P) and basically acting like a total hormone-ruled teenager. no wonder adults say dey don want to be a teenager again. heh.

however, when school ends and im on the bus or transiting from one bus to another... dats when my mood suddenly drops drastically and de 'high' drug wears off leaving me feeling sooooooo ragged.

this is when my brain decides to reverts to depressing emo stuff as shown in the almost straight curve at the middle of the cumulative frequency curve. this is where my brain starts reminding me again and again why my life suck and my very fertile imagination adds fuel to fire. wow.ain't that great.

However, it comes to a point where de curve becomes gentler but it dips dangerously low... and this my frens, happens in the unearthly late hours of the night when the moon shines in its full unabashed glory. ain't that ironic? hah.

okay once my moods retains its normal fluctuations, i shall blog about happy stuff.hahaha.till then... NITEZ TO MY SUCKY LIFE.


- I don't want to talk about it.And I don't want a conversation.I just want to cry in front of you-