anywhere but here.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay.screaming blog style ain't helping. damn. if only i could be at the beach rite now. cycling for ten hours straight and hoping that i will end up in like another country, another time zone, or another dimension... anywhere but here.this few days has been so mentally draining im surprised i hav enough brain power to blog about it.dats why im gg to make it a reli short one. the people i treasure the most have made me so disappointed and disillusioned i cannot fanthom how they had the heart to do it without thinking twice.the worst part they do not realise the consequences of their actions. okay i noe im not exactly mother theresa and i probably have a book as thick as the Guinnes book of records, full of my misdemeanours but nonetheless...

actually, im not actually damn pissed at one person or event in particular but its an accumulation effect where different events snowballed into one BIG GREAT UPSET yesterday. even till now im still confused, i don noe what make me so 'ARGH!' yesterday but its not reli anger, or disappointed.. i reli don hav one word to describe it. i also din not handle yesterday well either, blowing up at the wrong ppl and basically being a ****ing ***** the whole of last night and im surprised my parents could even forgive me... haix.. im seriously the worst daughter i noe.

so now i reli want to get away from these ppl but the worst part is i don noe how to tell them...



-Maybe it's best you leave me alone.A weight is lifted on this evening.I give the final blow.-

ANI