well in relation to my previous post (when izit my turn...) i asked God why havent i gotten an ilamat from my brother and then the Good God gave me an answer on wednesday night after a nite of studying...
It was the night before two tests, Business Communication and Fundamentals of MICE management and i came back quite late after going out with my family. So i tried unsuccesfully to study since it was still quite early around 9.30. As i was frantically getting some last minute revision Sherwin called me as usual and talked to me. not surprisingly i was distracted when talking to him cause i was studying PLUS i was tired. so then after he put down the phone, i went to the toilet talked to my mother about turning early and studying in the morning n den i went to msg Sherwin that i wanted to sleep and den sleep overcame me...
I twas then i started dreaming that i was in my parents' room sleeping and then i woke up and my brother was in front of me. i opened my eyes and i called 'abang'. i woke up and hugged him tightly and i swear to God dat it felt DAMN real just like the last time i hugged him...
he said yes aniszah and i was so shocked to see him that i started to cry slowly at first then it came in bits and torrents and all the while he was comforting me like the old times. it felt SO real.den i asked him amidst my tears whether he was happy in heaven and when he answered i couldnt really rmb but i think he said that yes but he will be waiting for us in heaven. then..
I WOKE UP!
damn. although i wanted to kick myself for waking up but i also felt happy that i saw him and he wanted to comfort me not to worry about anything and that when we are ready we shall meet him in heaven. brother i salute u man... it must be great there...
so i guess since he is beside God taking care of us im sure he will protect me from harm. its great to have a brother like him man... he is now probably reading my lifebook and laughing at the stupid things i did in my life. hahhah till then...
-And i think you should know this you deserve much better than me-
wasting away, i see you
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