alot of things happened in de hours preceding the end of exams. oh wait i should say it louder, the END OF EXAMS!!!

thank god its over.i could have shut down at the lack of sleep.or the lack of free space in my brain. or the lack of... okay u get the picture.

so aniwae i should juz randomly state stuff cause i cant reli bothered to blog abt it. makes me feel a myriad of emotions which frankly i don enjoy getting consumed with.

Fido was the most awful/horrendous/shitty/stupid/sick/insert word here that i have watched in my whole entire 17 years. ok i noe my pool of comparison is not exactly commendable but nonetheless i tink many other people will agree with me. GARRETT i blame u for making us watch that movie. urgh.

i cant believe u can actually go through that night so bravely and without anyone behind ure back. i cant believe dat while i was studying fretting abt my exams, u were totally unveiling the sick, demented, disgusting, evil mask each and everyone wore. i'm sorry u had to go through dat. im sori i wasnt able to help u. i don tink i can even imagine the emotional scarring that it would have done to me. well i noe u can handle this better and maybe dats why u will go through this stronger and without shame, u the person they maliciously tore to pieces.


i dunno wat made me do that. made me msg u. made me say those things. now i feel reli bad. im reli sori. but i juz couldnt let her pine for something u clearly dont want, but u obliviously lead her on. im sori. i cant do dat to someone i noe. i noe how it feels like to feel dat way and i dowan it to happen to anyone else. i noe u may call me a busybody, a meddler in ure affairs but i juz cant sit back and do nothing while u act nonchalantly. i cant. sometimes i feel maybe this 'gift' if u can call it that way, may make me someone whom my frens hate and disdain. i dunno. i feel i cant even face u anymore. i tink i juz screwed a perfectly good friendship. or maybe im juz being paranoid. God, i reli hope so.

im not sure if i have been saying this to anyone but im reli having dis reli reli weird dreams and i don tink my brain is getting any rest cause i read somewhere dat if u dream, dat means ure brain is still working whilst u sleep. will it have any side effects? i hope not. and since its the end of exams i got like 83674937484382774079 things to do! first of all i need to get a job!! anyone wanna work with me??!!

oh btw MING LI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE SERIOUSLY NEED TO WORK OUT!!! IM GETTING TOO FLABBY I CAN PRACTICALLY USE THE FATS TO COOK FOR MY WHOLE FAMILY FOR A YEAR AND STILL HAVE SOME LEFT OVER.

damn. dis means i have to get new track shoes.


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