i was just wondering dat i reli reli feel shouldnt make use of other ppl as their punching bag as their bucket for their emotional problems. i mean seriously. dont ya tink its tiring for the other person to hear u whine/groan/shout/scream/push/shove about ure problems to other people.

im sure all of us hav said this oh-so-perfect-line "if you need someone to talk to, dont hesitate to call" or something to dat effect. if ure the one saying it, u will feel glad dat the other person noes he/she is not alone in the world but if 10 other people call u with their problems im thinking u would probably curse the day u ever said those fateful words.heh.

well thats why i believe, even more so now, dat sometimes wen u have problems u juz gotta suck it in cause, HELL 93785362 other people out there probably has more pressing problems to worry abt rite?like getting raped at the bloody age of 9 months in South Africa.

ya i noe.im guilty of this 'emotional diarrhoea' too. i still rmb ard dis time last year i was doing the exact thing im writing here. i was pouring all my problems to my poor fren almost every night over someone who wasnt even worth it in the first place. well.. i guess karma works fast eh?

so now i have learnt, watever problems u have, the only person u can come to is GOD, or if u prefer a more tangible being, well... yourself is the best bet. call me ego or watever u like, but frankly, only u ureself know and feel exactly how bad it hurts. so u should be the one who is supposed to BITE URE LIP and move on.

if not then i guess, u probably don deserve to live. cause DAMMIT life aint gonna be easy where u can juz cry/crap/bullshit ure way through it and emerge unscathed. it aint that simple mister.

hmm.. i probably not call this a blog but a place to rant... so, funny am i doing the same thing to my dear blog?? HMM....


-just have a little patience, still hurting from a love i lost. feeling ure frustration-