well the past few days since the start of school have been anything but great. i mean seriously, i was so looking forward to the start of school cause of the surprises it brings but I WAS SO NOT ready for this type of surprises.

i lost my laptop on the second day of school. yes before u scream IDIOT at me, trust me i have been beating myself up over this issue more times than you can say idiot in 1 minute. shit. this sucks.

PLUS i have been mood swinging from thursday onwards mostly because of YOU but also because im an emokid. argh. angsty teenager with their crazy hormones.

and i realise dat its harder for me to do well in this sem cause its the harder sem where the modules are dryer and more technical and since i lost my laptop (boohoo!) i cant do certain modules like CIP. and im not rich enough to get a new one and my laptop company is being a bitch abt the warranty. argh.

all in all im a screwed up girl in a messed up world. and i tot u will be the redeeming factor in my life but like everything i love, im losing them one by one and i tink im losing you. sigh.


-you're acting kind of shady, ain't calling me baby better say my name-

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